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([personal profile] ljgeoff Aug. 11th, 2025 12:15 pm)
I've got all of my nursing CEUs done (computer education units) and all the work required certifications are re-uped - BLS, ACLS, NIHSS, drug screen and occupational physical. Now I just wait to start. This is my 28th day out of work and my creditors are getting antsy. Like, stinging my ankles.

The last couple of days have been oppressively hot, with highs in the mid 90s/32s (is 32s a thing? or do you just say mid 30s?)

Anyway, I will probably take the grandkids to the pool again after lunch.

Tomorrow it's supposed to be a bit cooler, maybe some thundershowers, and I will start working on painting the Lansing house. Between possible thundershowers. I'll start in the back because I've never used a sprayer. Pray for me.
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([personal profile] ljgeoff Aug. 10th, 2025 12:29 pm)
Posting it here so I don't lose it. This is an idea I got for a diy pickup truck camper tent. There are several nice ones on the market. This is an idea I came up where we can use one of our old tents. The only advantage of this over having a regular tent on the ground is that if it rains, this won't get flooded out. Also, there would be an extra meter or so of head room.

Parts: Pick up truck, four man tent (needs to match the dimentions of the back of the pick up truck, mine is 6'x8'), tent pole replacement connectors, small screws with bolts

tools: drill, small rachet, scissors or knife

Set up your tent poles on the ground and measure where the tent poles meet the ground. Drill holes through the tent pole connectors and matching holes along the top of the sides and back of the pickup truck bed, matching the measurements of the tent poles when set up. Bolt the tent pole connectors to the truck. Cut the bottom of the tent in a big x pattern. Set up the tent poles into the connectors. Throw the tent over the tent poles, letting the pieces of the bottom of the tent hang down over the sides, front, and back of the truck bed.

I think that two of the tent poles would be connected to the tailgate, so you'd have to either step over the tailgait, or get in, close the tailgait, and then secure the poles.

I'd want to cut the flaps of the bottom of the tent so that it hangs in a neat line along the sides of the truck bed, and maybe secure that some way. Some kind of grommet or snaps?

For comfort, I'd want to put something soft onto the truck bed, like those foam interlocking tiles. Add a blow up bed and an LED light.

Everything should fit into a storage box for easy transport. Set up should take 15 minutes or so. Not counting the cost of the pickup, tent, and air mattress, the flooring is the most expensive, at $5-$10 per 2'x2' tile. The connectors and screws will cost less than $20. A grommet kit would cost about $30 I think that I could put the whole thing together in an afternoon for under $100.
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([personal profile] sanguinity Aug. 6th, 2025 10:52 am)
Aeschylus (trans. Robert Fagles, 1966), The Oresteia

(content warning for murder and cannibalism)

Three-play cycle covering Agamemnon's not-so-happy homecoming from Troy and the cycle of murder and revenge that descends from it.

btw, this is something I quibble about while I'm reading/watching: the cycle of violence began long before the murder of Agamemnon. The first play does get into that, briefly -- Agamemnon's murder/sacrifice of his daughter, obviously, which led Clytemnestra to murder Agamemnon. A generation farther back, there's Agamemnon's father's murder of his nephew (Agamemnon's cousin), and then the father's subsequent feeding of said murdered nephew to the nephew's father (the murderer's brother) -- which is why the brother of the murdered nephew is now teaming up with Clytemnestra. Plus also some more familial murders farther back, in which a son was sacrificed and fed to the gods... Look, the family history is a mess. The point I'm trying to make here, though, is that Clytemnestra had a reason for what she did -- avenging her daughter! -- and the second and third parts of the Oresteia forget that, just treating her act as free-floating evil to be avenged. Is it worse to murder your mother, or leave your father unavenged, with no mention whatsoever that Clytemnestra had some very good reasons.

Which is to say: the going gets rough in this trilogy if you're a Clytemnestra fangirl.

(Also: I will never understand Electra. In a family where one parent is murdering daughters and the other parent is trying to protect or at least avenge them, I, as a daughter in the family, might side with the parent who was protecting daughters, not the one murdering them. But hey, maybe that's just me. "Oedipal complex" is badly named, but I see what Jung was getting at with "Electra complex".)

Anywho.

In Classical Athens, tragedies were composed and performed in trilogies, and this is the only complete trilogy still extant. Which is absolutely fascinating, because Part III is very different from Parts I and II! Parts I and II each center themselves on a murder of vengeance: Clytemnestra murdering Agamemnon (in retribution for his murdering their daughter), and Orestes (their son) murdering his mother, Clytemnestra, in vengeance for his father's murder. Very tragical, very shock-and-horror, very bloody, very parallel.

And then Part III...! Part III is a completely different thing! Part III is the question "How will this cycle of violence ever end?" and the answer is "With Athenian democracy!" And to give you a sense of how weird that is, it's as if we were watching a set of very intense plays about King Arthur and his knights, and then in act three suddenly John Philip Sousa starts playing, stars-and-stripes bunting falls from the proscenium, and we use the Power of the Ballot Box to solve Lancelot's problems. It's weird, man! We just jumped several centuries and to another polity! Lancelot is suddenly having a conversation with Uncle Sam about the virtue of democracy!

Anyway, a bunch of Athenian citizens have a vote on whether to acquit Orestes or not (they decide yes, because Dads Rule and Moms Drool), and then Athena does some pretty intense diplomacy with the Furies to talk them down into accepting a bribe instead of chasing Orestes forever.

Whew.

I will re-iterate something that I learned long ago with Shakespeare, and which holds here: I never get as much from reading a play as I do from seeing a staging. Here, I recommend the 1983 Peter Hall performances, which tried to stage the Oresteia as it would have been staged in Classical Athens: masks, entirely male cast, music and chanting, etc. The Peter Hall recordings really emphasized how parallel Parts I and II are (the reveal of the bloody tableau in both plays are exactly parallel), and there's some beautiful stuff with the net that Clytemnestra used to snare Agamemnon, coming back in part II to snare Orestes.

I will also point out something that's not obvious on the page: when the chorus is pearl-clutching about how unnaturally masculine Clytemnestra is... well. That's a man there. Wearing a dress. I can see him. It feels a bit like all the gender play in Shakespearean comedies, with a man playing a woman disguised as a man, and the text winking about it.

I will leave you with the 1983 Peter Hall stagings:
Part I: Agamemnon
Part II: Libation Bearers
Part III: Furies
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([personal profile] sanguinity Aug. 4th, 2025 11:47 am)
The historical saber class I took on Sundays at Fort Vancouver doesn't meet during the summers, but at the end of the 2024 spring term one of the more advanced students (a guy I like very well: knowledgeable and generous with his knowledge, but never overbearing), invited me to his Thursday evening workouts with some of the other students. Despite being interested, I never made it to a Thursday evening session, mostly because it would involve driving from Portland to Vancouver during rush hour, a drive that's a full thirty minutes in good traffic, and more like an hour in bad. The idonwannas as each Thursday came and went were prohibitively strong.

But then the Sunday class at Fort Vancouver never reconvened in the fall -- the class's main advocate at the Fort had retired, upper management at the NPS was iffy about the concept, and the fort was planning on renovating the building the class met in. It's been a year now, and afaik, the Sunday afternoon class is never coming back.

In the meanwhile, Thursday night attendance at the student-led group was becoming thin. The organizer floated the possibility of a new time; I said how about Sunday afternoons, since we all once used to meet during that time frame. Lo, they started meeting Sunday afternoons in addition to Thursday evenings.

Well. I suggested the time. Now I had to go.

After warning the organizer that 1) I am nursing a foot injury* and 2) I haven't touched my saber in a year**, yesterday I went to the Sunday meet-up workout thingie, in which the two guys present very graciously worked the basics with me. And by "worked the basics" I mean "reminded me of what the basics even were."

God, but I hate being bad at things. Inconveniently, the only way to stop being bad at things (other than refuse to do them, and what kind of way to live is that?) is to be bad at them for a while. I comfort myself that blorbos-from-my-fandoms also were once bad at this thing too.

(Speaking of blorbos, a fun fandom moment: One of the guys was trying to explain why I should follow through on a cut, and then got tangled in his hypothetical: after all, even without proper follow-through, the first cut of his hypothetical should have incapacitated my opponent, and so why would I need to worry about what happens after? He was trying desperately to come up with a hypothetical that might suit his proposed lesson, when I said, perfectly dryly, "Or I might be in a Highlander situation." Both guys lit up and agreed, yes, that were I to unexpectedly find myself in a Highlander situation, I would absolutely need to follow through on my first cut, so that I would be in a position to make a second cut, which of course should be to the neck like so! I was unreasonably pleased by their enthusiasm for this exchange: I am not the only one who plays blorbos-from-my-fandoms while practicing!)

(I am reminded of the afternoon in class when I likened my ineptitude to Danny Kaye in The Court Jester. My exercise partner at the time, the organizer of this student group, lit up and went on a long monologue about Danny Kaye and Basil Rathbone, and what training Kaye had done to achieve the "competent" personality, and what tricks he and Rathbone had used to pull it off. And how we all might take a lesson from Danny Kaye...)

I'm glad I went. It was a good session, fun and frustrating in equal measure, and I felt very welcomed by both of the more advanced students. It was good to get out, good to hang with some people I like, good to work on a physical skill. We meet on an elementary school playground (with the permission of the administrators), and were closely observed by the small children, who would curiously circle us on their bikes before zooming off. At the end of the session, one of the guys wanted to test out his new armored coat, so he suited up and the two of them went to town on each other: the children called to each other to come watch, respectfully agog.

This morning, right back/neck/shoulder/bicep/forearm are all pleasantly and mildly sore. Happily, it is not the excruciating soreness of that one story I wrote -- apparently I remember more of proper posture than I feared. (Also, the guys were intent on dropping all the knowledge and lore at me, so it was a less athletic session than it might have been -- which is fine, they were having a good time and I was learning stuff.) I'll have to try to find space somewhere to practice mid-week, and see if I can gain some ground both in technique and strength. They also gave me some hand exercises to do to improve my saber-handling, which might incidentally help with the arthritis-mediated weakness in my hand. (The exercises aren't for arthritis, but they do not seem to irritate or pain my arthritic joint, and are enough like some of the OT exercises I used to do that they will likely do me some good even in a day-to-day sense. It is a sad irony that exercises-for-swords are more motivating than exercises-because-its-good-for-me, but whatever it takes, eh?)

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*An inflamed heel of some kind? I have no idea what happened. It was fine when I went to Atlanta. It was not fine when I came back.

**A lie. I have opened a bottle of champagne with it.

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ETA: As the morning has progressed, I've become sorer and sorer. Once again, I am starting to feel like a fiddler crab...
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([personal profile] ljgeoff Aug. 4th, 2025 12:33 pm)
I am usually working 60 or more hours a week. I get up feeling pretty good most days, and work until I'm very tired. Sleep, go, sleep, go. With not much time for anything else.

I've now been off for 21 days. It's been nice, except for the no-money stress.

But the other stress is that I now have much more attention span available for news of the world, and I honestly want to cower in a corner about it all. Genocide in Gaza, Russia's War of Aggression in Ukraine, concentration camps in my own country, rollbacks of climate action set against the civilization-ending climate crisis.

But what I must focus on above all things is get the work done that I need for my continuing education, so that I can start this contract, and so I can renew my nursing license. I need to renew my Basic Life Saving course and National Institute of Health Stroke Identification certification. I need to go get my drug screen and my occupational physical done.

I'm Everybody. Except maybe the attorneys and victims. Except for the starving and dying. Except for the people living in cages.

Their cries for succor and justice are almost overwhelming. Almost. Because I have to go to work so that I can get paid, so that I can make the payment on the land, and the payments on the vehicles, and the payments on supplies.

Remember, remember, remember. This is how it ended.
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([personal profile] sanguinity Aug. 2nd, 2025 08:55 am)
Intro/FAQ
Days 1-15

[personal profile] zwei_hexen is hosting for August, so head over there to continue the party! (Thank you, [personal profile] sylvanwitch and [personal profile] ysilme!)

Final tally for the latter half of July!

Day 31: [profile] badlyknitted, [personal profile] brithistorian, [personal profile] carenejeans, [personal profile] chanter1944, [personal profile] china_shop, [personal profile] cornerofmadness, [personal profile] glinda, [personal profile] goddess47, [personal profile] luzula, [personal profile] sanguinity, [personal profile] shadaras, [personal profile] sylvanwitch, [personal profile] the_siobhan, [personal profile] trobadora, [personal profile] yasaman, [personal profile] ysilme

Day 30: [profile] badlyknitted, [personal profile] brithistorian, [personal profile] callmesandyk, [personal profile] carenejeans, [personal profile] chanter1944, [personal profile] china_shop, [personal profile] cornerofmadness, [personal profile] glinda, [personal profile] luzula, [personal profile] nafs, [personal profile] sanguinity, [personal profile] shadaras, [personal profile] sylvanwitch, [personal profile] the_siobhan, [personal profile] trobadora, [personal profile] yasaman, [personal profile] ysilme

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([personal profile] sanguinity Aug. 1st, 2025 10:37 am)
Herodotus, The Histories (trans. G.C. Macaulay, 1890)

My dim memory of Herodotus from my college days was my VAST sense of superiority over this man who got basic facts about the world LAUGHABLY wrong. People in the past were so STUPID, I laughed callowly. So GULLIBLE.

Now, reading this with decades more experience behind me (and Wikipedia at my fingertips) I deeply regret my teenage arrogance.

The forerunner of academic rigor and a ripping good storyteller )

So I'm not going to say it's an easy read (and it sure as HELL is not a short one!), but I found it rewarding and scandalizing and horrifying and humorous and affecting and sometimes even wise. But abso-fucking-lutely do yourself a favor and read either an annotated edition with maps, or with Wikipedia open on your phone.


Thucydides, History of the Peloponnesian War (trans. Rex Warner, 1954)

Herodotus covers the Greco-Persian Wars, beginning with Troy and leaving off in 479 BC or so with the Battle of Palataea and the confirmation of Athens as a great sea power. (Yes, yes, the sea power thing was actually at the Battle of Salamis the year before, hush.) Thucydides picks up a few decades later (440 BC), at the beginning of the hot (as opposed to cold) conflict between Sparta and Athens, and details the first stroke of the collapse of Athens' naval dominance. So in some ways these two books are a pair, inviting a lot of comparison and contrast between them.

Trust me I know everything, even the stuff I just made up )

When I finished my freshman year, back in the dark ages, I sold my copy of Herodotus and kept my copy of Thucydides. Now, if I were to do it again, I'd do it the other way around.

Also, because I didn't say it during book group but it absolutely must be said: never go up against a Sicillian when death is on the line.

(Heh. Is that too soon? I know it was twenty-five hundred years ago, but it feels too soon.)
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([personal profile] sanguinity Jul. 31st, 2025 05:11 pm)
Intro/FAQ
Days 1-15

[personal profile] zwei_hexen is hosting for August, and has their Day One post up already. (Thank you, [personal profile] sylvanwitch and [personal profile] ysilme!)

In the meanwhile please check in for July 31 here (or for anything in the July 16-31 window, really!) I'll post a final tally in another day or so. It was a pleasure hosting you all, and good luck with your writing!

My check-in: Wrote a bunch of beta comments!

Day 31: [personal profile] china_shop, [personal profile] sanguinity

Day 30: [profile] badlyknitted, [personal profile] brithistorian, [personal profile] callmesandyk, [personal profile] china_shop, [personal profile] cornerofmadness, [personal profile] nafs, [personal profile] sanguinity, [personal profile] sylvanwitch, [personal profile] trobadora, [personal profile] yasaman, [personal profile] ysilme

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([personal profile] sanguinity Jul. 30th, 2025 08:46 pm)
Intro/FAQ
Days 1-15

[personal profile] zwei_hexen has graciously agreed to host us in August. (Thank you, [personal profile] sylvanwitch and [personal profile] ysilme!)

My check-in: Went to the river today, so all I've got is an alibi sentence. Well, two of them. But they're good ones.

Day 30: [personal profile] china_shop, [personal profile] nafs, [personal profile] sanguinity, [personal profile] ysilme

Day 29: [profile] badlyknitted, [personal profile] brithistorian, [personal profile] callmesandyk, [personal profile] carenejeans, [personal profile] cornerofmadness, [personal profile] glinda, [personal profile] goddess47, [personal profile] luzula, [personal profile] nafs, [personal profile] sanguinity, [personal profile] yasaman, [personal profile] ysilme

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([personal profile] sanguinity Jul. 29th, 2025 04:53 pm)
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[personal profile] zwei_hexen has graciously agreed to host us in August! (Thank you, [personal profile] sylvanwitch and [personal profile] ysilme!)

My check-in: Messed about with cables and mics, getting set up for podficcing again. (Hooray, I successfully recorded myself saying 'Hello!') Then, uncertain if podficcing counted or not, started making beta comments for someone else's story. (I know, I know, my own rules say "if you think it counts, it counts" -- but I don't know if I think it counts!)

Day 29: [personal profile] glinda, [personal profile] sanguinity

Day 28: [profile] badlyknitted, [personal profile] brithistorian, [personal profile] callmesandyk, [personal profile] carenejeans, [personal profile] china_shop, [personal profile] cornerofmadness, [personal profile] glinda, [personal profile] goddess47, [personal profile] nafs, [personal profile] sanguinity, [personal profile] sylvanwitch, [personal profile] trobadora, [personal profile] yasaman

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